My soul is a blazing fire 

Burning high, scorching to the clouds

Your love sweet like April showers 

Raining over me 

Defusing the blaze 

Softening the air 

And quenching the grass that lays beneath
You cure me the way that medicine cures a disease


I was drowning in murky waters but you lifted me out and pulled the debris from my throat

You gave me hope that I never knew existed 



My life once filled with sorrow and fear

Now the glistening reflection of faith and serenity


And for that I will forever be in debt

For you have given me 

The confidence

To survive

-Lydia Joy


Lo x

When you meet me

You dont just meet Lydia

You must be aware that deep inside me

there is somebody else


Somebody who is desperate to get out

Each day she gets closer and closer to the world

She was born in my soul

But she has clawed her way up to the tip of my tongue

Today she is trying to prize open my teeth so that she can tell everyone what she wants them to hear


After a few good days for Lydia

she will gain strength

and temporarily suffocate Lydia


She will say and do things that i would not usually do

She has fun, lets loose

Tarnishing my existing relationships and creating new ones of her own


Meanwhile, i am paralyzed..

Watching her ruin my life.


-Lydia Joy



I love her nose and the way it twitches when I remove her clothes,

her lips and the way they kiss,

her hips, how they tremble when I touch them


my favourite are her legs

and the way her body begs

for me to spread them apart

and explore


How I’d love to have her..

right here, 

right now,

there on the floor.


-Lydia Joy



I long for our early nights

Tucked up, no lights


Our bodies intertwined

You’re holding me from behind


You plant kisses on my cheek

And whisper things that make my knees weak


I loved you then

I love you now

More than i thought

My heart would allow

-Lydia Joy

i was saving you and you were killing me

i hurt myself when i stumbled across him

he was like broken glass on a playground

impaling my innocence 


when his eyes met mine

i saw into his soul

filled with pain

i knew how he was feeling

because i had felt the same


i wanted to fix him

i wanted to pick up the pieces and put him back together

i got cut along the way



eventually he got better

and then he was put together enough to get up and leave

but he didnt take me with him

now im sitting where i first found him

wondering if the pieces left on the floor are his

or mine

-Lydia Joy